Dispelling rumors

Died your hair red to match your face.
You’re now the lonely and disgraced.
Know one knows just where you’ve been.
But they think they know all secret sins.

You can’t go back to their place.
You can’t even show your face.
Maybe this time I’m in the wrong.
Have they been right all along?

Hit the wall, you scream and cry
You’d give it all for one more try
Confessions are useless
You’re in war-

You’re found again you little…
Close the door a little.
You’ll know better.
You’ll do better next time.

Repeat chorus

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I’m giving all that I have
To watch you throw it away,
I’m spending all of my time
To get you to stay another day.
Things are a little off.
The scale is a little one sided these days.
My grace and charm might be seen by others
But to you – I am just another girl.

Backward – right out and - forward – I’m admitting that I’m wrong

For being here for you to use.
For being here for you to use.

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He said I’ll call you and never did.
So you sold your soul to the highest bid.
Given over to the fear of trust –
Showing grace is always a must.
It that consumes you when you sleep-
Sleep and dream of the lightest of things-
Things that haunt you when you open your eyes.
You see I’m gone and It’s still a surprise.

Over and over once more.
With the same beginning as before-
Oh you’ve got the same eyes
As I watch you tell the same old lies.

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Dear reckless abandoned
Sometimes I’m just staring at walls.
I hear your self-righteous pity and you think that answers it all.

This relentless frustration of all that I thought I knew.
I see deceit and fighting and you tell me that is truth

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Caught fighting
The listless the inviting
Hopeless careless
Oh the unfairness.

Judging testing and you call that caring
Leaving your lying
And you say I’m dying.

Abusing loosing
And you say I’m choosing.
Leaving your lying
And we know I’m dying

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I think I’ve heard this song one too many times
Now that’s my turn I’m running out of rhymes
I guess I’ll stay here till I just get it all right
Believe me baby that could take me all night

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You’ve had better girls
And lived in better worlds
You have the finest things in life
Now me … now me..

Let me go and live my life
Knowing myself is enough to suffice
Cannot say the same of you of you.

That’s your lullaby of love
That’s your sweetest sounding symphony
That’s your lullaby of love to me… to me.

Take it all
Take it all for yourself
You’ve left me empty - aching
Take it all
Take it all for yourself
You’ve left me empty - again
Take it all take it all for yourself
You’ve left me with these questions these questions.

That’s your lullaby of love
That’s your sweetest sounding symphony
That’s your lullaby of love to me… to me.

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Excuses led me to your eyes.
Compromise was all I knew
Held you down and told you lies
Thought all I did was just for you

I had a vision of a love
Someone who can forgive
Greatness to rise above
You’d be my reason to live

Held you down and told you lies, now I live in compromise.

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Saw you again last night
And your eyes eased all my pain
Your presence filled this empty room
And I will never be the same

Another bright day will come
When the light from you replaces the moon
The soul of me cannot come undone
And the depths of you cannot be told

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Knowing having losing me
Finding facing tragedy
Staying frustrating quietly

Oh  pieces come together
Oh
Pieces come together

Do you see do you know do you feel me?
Do you have the comprehension dear?
Do you see do you know do you feel me?
Do you have the comprehension dear?
Of anything besides you own self?

Taking making giving in
Crying lying has to end
Breaking frustrating
Can’t transcend

Oh
pieces come together

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All I Know (is you)

and i don't know how he kissed me
and i don't know how we touched
and i don't know why i left him
because all i know is you.

cause all i know is you

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Forgive Me (my choice)

flecks of lights bits of truth
broken egos lay in two
i have life and all the rest
she has her memories of the best of times

that little thing inside my soul
to remember you makes me feel whole.
I’d still be better off if you were here sometimes
i guess that’s the mystery
to do these things without truth seen
and to know it will be a while.

Shattered by all my dark thoughts
it’s been two years i miss you still
some times it just creeps up
that i’m sad without you here.

that little thing inside my soul
to remember you makes me feel whole.
I’d still be better off if you were here sometimes
i guess that’s the mystery
to do these things without truth seen
and to know it will be a while.

i tried so hard to see the worse
to forget how bad it really hurts
Forgive me oh forgive my dark thoughts.

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Fearless

WE LET YOU KNOW WHEN YOU HAD TO FALL
NOW YOU’RE DOWN YOU OUT DID THEM ALL.
I GUESS WE’LL NEVER REALLY KNOW
HOW IT FELT TO SELL YOUR SOUL

FEARLESSLY WE LOST THE FIGHT
WINNING WAS JUST TOO EASY
FEARLESSLY WE CRIED IN VAIN
IT’S WHAT YOU SAID YOU WANTED

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Secret Crushes

Do you have your secret crushes?
Do you know everything about the girl?
Do you have your intuition?
And you know she's definately the one

And it's the way she moves, I know she wants me
It's the way she walks, I know she loves me
It's the way she talks, I know she needs me... all the time

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Carousel

I tried to be at peace with this
but seeing you happy is something I miss
the babies came, and he does what he does
I've seen his eyes and heard his lies
And I know where he's been

You're spinning around, you're losing control
you're losing yourself as you go

Up and down, round and round, on the carousel of lies
He might take it, he smiles and fakes it
on this carousel of lies

You're spinning around, you're losing control
you're losing yourself as you go